yì tiān yi tiān zhòng fù shàng yǎn
奔 跑 著 卻 沒 有 終 點
bēn pǎo zhù què méi yǒu zhōng diǎn
付 出 一 切 拼 湊 一 片
fù chū yì qiè pīn còu yí piàn
我 期 待 生 活 有 所 改 變
wǒ qī dài shēng huó yǒu suǒ gǎi biàn
可 笑 的 他 們 冷 漠 的 臉
kě xiào de tā men lěng mò de liǎn
事 不 關 己 的 語 言
shì bù wān jǐ de yǔ yán
我 拼 了 命 奮 力 向 前
wǒ pīn le mìng fèn lì xiàng qián
把 明 天 都 實 現
bǎ míng tiān dōu shí xiàn
我 祈 禱 我 能 遇 見
wǒ qí dǎo wǒ néng yù jiàn
所 謂 完 美 的 世 界
suǒ wèi wán měi de shì jiè
Is this all I’ve been waiting for
Is this all I’ve been searching for
我 在 追 尋 甚 麼 東 西
wǒ zài zhuī xún shèn me dōng xī
原 來 不 過 都 只 是 空 氣
yuán lái bú guò dōu zhǐ shì kōng qì
So is this all I’ve been waiting for
Waiting for , waiting for…
lyricsalls.blogspot.com
半 開 的 眼 半 醒 的 眠
bàn kāi de yǎn bàn xǐng de mián
思 緒 被 困 在 夢 裡 面
sī xù bèi kùn zài mèng lǐ miàn
我 想 看 見 卻 看 不 見
wǒ xiǎng kàn jiàn què kàn bú jiàn
是 否 已 經 到 了 極 限
shì fǒu yǐ jīng dào le jí xiàn
我 祈 禱 我 能 遇 見
wǒ qí dǎo wǒ néng yù jiàn
所 謂 完 美 的 世 界
suǒ wèi wán měi de shì jiè
Is this all I’ve been waiting for
Is this all I’ve been searching for
我 在 追 尋 甚 麼 東 西
wǒ zài zhuī xún shèn me dōng xī
原 來 不 過 都 只 是 空 氣
yuán lái bú guò dōu zhǐ shì kōng qì
So is this all I’ve been waiting for
Waiting for ,waiting for…
Is this all I’ve been waiting for
Is this all I’ve been searching for
我 在 追 尋 甚 麼 東 西
wǒ zài zhuī xún shèn me dōng xī
原 來 不 過 都 只 是 空 氣
yuán lái bú guò dōu zhǐ shì kōng qì
So is this all I’ve been waiting for
Waiting for , waiting for…
Is this all I’ve been waiting for
Is this all I’ve been searching for
我 在 追 尋 甚 麼 東 西
wǒ zài zhuī xún shèn me dōng xī
原 來 不 過 都 只 是 空 氣
yuán lái bú guò dōu zhǐ shì kōng qì
So is this all I’ve been waiting for
Waiting for , waiting for…
It's a nice song n also it shows my feelings too.
While listening to this song, I feel like bit more relax n better.
Cause I always feel that I'm lost after all this happened.
I keep on wondering n asking myself.
Is this all I've been waiting n searching for ?
Paid all, done my best, tried my best, is this the result that I should get for ?
I had try my very best to let u feel happy while together with me.
I had try my best to appreciate it.
But why ?
N what's the reason ?
Is it that I'm not good enough or some plan is going on or what ?
Please don't play me like this.
I need ppl to care, understand, n stand on my situation n think too.
U said those.
I really wonder what are u thinking, why are u like this.
Even I keep on thinking now, it's useless.
Maybe u found someone better than me now ?
Maybe u are in a sweet situation now ?
I dunno.
Cause I didn't have the qualification to ask.
Right ?
Do u know ?
Its really suffer lot.
I never felt this way before.
I was asking myself, are u trying to do something on me ?
I dunno.
This is another question too.
Even I knew that u aren't thinking bout me.
Even I heard from my friend said that u hang out with girls n it's late in the midnight.
Even I know that it's only four of u(s).
Even I'm hurt enough, tired enough, but I'm still not stop loving u.
I really wonder why ?
What's the reason that makes me so in love with u ?
Never been like that before.
I'm really lost now.
Even while I'm thinking for my future, I'm still counted u in.
Etc, going to Sg not.
I really have no pride now.
I'm totally lost.
N I really want to find myself back.
The happy go lucky me.
The one who always keep on smiling n laughing no matter how moody am I before.
The one who easily forget bout the pass so that I can forget all the unhappy things that happened.
I really hope that I will be losing all my memories n live like a newbie again.
I keep on telling myself that take it as a lesson n experience.
But I really love u too much.
It's really hard for me but I still have to move on n live my life.
I really wonder,
Are u happy with ur life now ?
Do u miss me like how I do ?
What are u thinking now ?
Have u ever truly love me all along ?
What am I actually inside ur heart ?
I know u answered me n explained to me many times but all ur answer is different.
That's why I feel so insecure n keep on asking u bout the same questions.
I really wonder what I'd done that makes u feel so frustrating.
I'm not perfect.
Not those.
I'm really lost. F*** THAT.
Labels: lost
My blog is really been died for months @@
HAHA !
It's been a long time I didn't write my diary or blog.
It's a new year for me, 2012 !
As we knw from the movie '2012' and the rumours, we are going to ..
Ermmm...
Black out for days ?
LOLLLLL.
Actually I dunno too.
We called it THE END OF THE WORLD.
XD
As u seen.
I'M JOBLESS NW N I'M GOING TO BE RUSTED EVERYDAY STAYING HOME LIKE THIS. :(
Without u all, I should be laying on the 'white bed' nw :X
Thanks girls ! <3
I'm thinking of study at I-cats college.
But I dunno weither it's good n worth it or not.
HMMMMM.
But the registration fee is the only one that I can pay myself just because of my finance problem.
I need to work too. :/
Is it studying multimedia designer get lots of benefit ?
I'm kinda interested on it but I dunno weither it's benefit for my future not.
Especially in Kuching or Malaysia.
HMMMMM.
Guess I have to sleep now cause it's really late :)
GOODNIGHT PEEPS !
Labels: life.
心情真的很不好
干嘛为了一件小事生气我?
搞到现在这样 你很喜欢吗?
今天不懂怎么搞的
但我一直在控制自己
因为真的不值得 发了脾气 不止自己没心情
另一方也会没心情
唯独在庙里时
感觉很轻快
明天就要考试了 我书都还没学完
我在干嘛?!
没有任何快乐在我的脑海里
心里想的 除了未来 还是未来
我不能再慢了
我已经迟了很多步
我不想考出烂成绩
累到什么都不想做 什么都不想管
只想要在球场上 快乐地打着球
只想要在泳池里 快乐地游泳
只想要在沙滩上 放肆地呐喊
真的 真的很累
Labels: life
Guess what time is it now ?
It's 3.33AM, nice right ? xD
HAHA.
This morning I went to school for training again.
As usual ? LOL. =3=
But my back started to pain again.
Means what ? I'm really old already. D;
While playing 5 on 5 with those younger players, I'll feel scare.
Not because of what, I scare I'll make them injured. :X
Etc like this morning, I'd make Xin Yee get injured cause of my knee. ):
Hope that your knee will be okay soon :)
And I dunno what happened to my coach ==
Suddenly get so serious while training.
Unfair u know. Eshhh.
Nevermind. Forget bout it. Time can't go back to one year before :X
AND ! I'm really quite unlucky today cause my phone had fall into a smelly drain.
So disgusting when I get it and my phone smelled like shit.
And I used febreeze to clean it.
HAHA.
Oh my lovely phone T^T
Please come back safely and sweet-smelting tomorrow ♥
Really had a nice time girls,
GTG !
Have a nice day :3
Labels: Insomnia
Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated
Misplaced
Misunderstood
Miss knowing it's all good
It didnt slow me down.
Mistaking
Always second guessing
Underestimating
Look I'm still around
Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me
You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead
So complicated
Look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
Oh
Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me
The whole worlds scared
So I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking
Is an ice cold beer
So cool in line
And we try, try, try
But we try too hard
http://www.elyricsworld.com/fuckin'_perfect_lyrics_pink.html
And it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics
Cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans
They don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves
And we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?
Yeeeeaaaahhh
Oooooooh
Oh baby pretty please
Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me
I'm just feel like blogging but nothing to write, so i share my favourite song cause this song always brighten me up.
Except this song, Lighter by Bad Meets Evil ft. Bruno Mars also brighten me up. ♥
But still, Avril is still my SUPER IDOL ! =D
I dunno why but blogging always makes me feel better.
Labels: song
Since when my mind is full of negative thinking ?
Since when I became just like before again ?
But why ? Why is it now I'm so emotional again ?
It is because of stress or what ?
I really hate myself being like that but dunno why my mind just won't stop thinking bout those negative thinking!
But I can't hate myself, I should love myself more.
What am I thinking ?
F***!
I had lost my mind.
I dunno what am I thinking now and I dunno why I can't control myself sometimes.
PLEASE !
WAKE UP !
Ain;t nobody gonna rescue u except urself k ?
Please love urself more and appreciate urself.
Sometimes I really feel like saying,
F*** MY LIFE !
Labels: life
It's going to start at this coming 19th.
Prepare ?
I'm not prepare yet.
Can the time stop ?
I know it's impossible right ?
If nw I just try my hard to study, is there's still time ?
Recently my mood is really down.
I can moody in sudden without reason.
Feel like crying while I'm alone or quite.
When think bout my future, my heart if full of fear.
Except that, there's nothing else.
I'd been despise by those ppl so long and I wanna prove them that I'm not what they think.
But I always failed. Failed to prove to them.
But I have to thanks them.
Because of them, i just got the power to make myself focus in study and basketball.
Yes. Everyone got haters, no one would be perfect. I know.
But I'm trying to be perfect.
I ain't got money, ain't got pretty face, ain't got perfect body shape.
But at least I'm trying my best to be kind to everyone.
But sometimes I'm really tired of this life.
I'm not saying everyone around me but some of u like to be insatiable.
It's hard to be a good person, but it's easy to be bad.
To myself :
Ur life are just getting better, please don't destroy it by urself agn.
Please don't hurt anyone that u love anymore, it will hurt urself too.
Do u wanna see them hurt by u agn?
It's unfair for them.
Yes. I know u been hurt deeply before but please don't take it as a revenge.
You are not that kind of person and they had change to become better.
Forget bout before and forgive them.
Give them a chance.
U love them very much, they love u very much too.
So please don't hurt the ppl u love anymore. Treat them just like before.
It'll make u suffer and they will feel it too.
Take off ur mask and show the real u to them.
Don't make urself suffer agn, please.
Appreciate urself and everyone would love u.
Labels: life
U know how hurts it is ?
I treated u[s] as my best friend.
Ya , maybe I'm really not a good friend.
But at least I use my heart to be friend with u[s] not cause of the use of value.
I just hope that I could find a friend that is wanna be friend with me sincerely.
Even just 1 , 1 is enough for me. =')
I'm sorry for hurting u.
I really need times to think bout many things.
I'm really lost now.
I dunno where am I, I dunno where should I go on.
I just need some times, need some encouragement.
I'm 17 now but I'm still acting like a child.
I'm 17 and SPM is coming soon but I still haven't start to study yet.
Everyone is studying now, but I'm the one who only left behind and watching others stepping forward.
I don't want to be left behind, I don't want to be the latest again.
No one could tell me what I should do or where should I go.
Only me, myself could find the answer and move on.
The Earth won't be stop moving on for u, it'll still moving on.
Maybe now it's too late for me.
But it's never too late if you know how to reflect.
I have to find out the way and find out where's the light.
Hate me or not, I'm still gonna shine.
=)
我真的不想要每次一醒来和你放工回来时就看到你的脸色
第一句话就是骂我 就算我没有做错东西也好
就连我要好好地跟你说话都不能
我一开口说话 你的回应一定是骂
我之前已经跟你商量过了 但你还是一样
算了 不想再重复 一直重复也没用 你都听不进
就连我的感受你也不在乎
公公,
拜托你 我忍你很久了
你现在闹到连我讲话都懒惰跟你讲 连叫你都不想 因为你根本不值得我尊敬
你还叫我搬出去住 我会 等我找到了稳定的工 作 一定会
你还整天讽刺我 心情再好也被你弄得没心情
出去学书还要被你说的像‘鸡’那样
跟同学出 也被你讲
婆婆也是整天被你骂 讲她没家教
你勒? 你好到哪去?
大便不冲水 不帮忙扫地 不帮忙洗碗 不帮忙煮饭 一切让脚疼得婆婆做
整天就只会吃、喝、睡、看电视、说人的三八话 跟现代猪八戒没两样
整天说年轻女孩子美 色鬼
我真的很想离开这个家 但不是时候
但我也不想离开这个家 因为这是我唯一的家
我真的很累了 我现在真的很需要一个避风港来避一避
人人都说家是个避风港 但为什么我感觉不到?
反而着个避风港一直在逼我出去 不让我避
我真的真的很累了 我真的需要时间 真的需要一个避风港
真的需要一个肩膀依靠 真的需要一个拥抱和爱我的心来温暖我的心
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I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
This is the song that show's my feelings .
I love Avril much cause every songs of hers show out my feelings . (:
Im still down after i woke up . Very down .
I hope there's someone who can hug me nw and say, ' It's alright , everything will be fine . You still got me right beside you , always . ' (:
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