Ain't NO Hell YA

有个角落很黑暗

2011-09-18T01:03:00.002+08:00

此时此刻我真的很想要出去吹吹风
心情真的很不好
干嘛为了一件小事生气我？

而你生气的理由又是什么？

我做错了什么吗？

我表达能力差你又不是不懂
搞到现在这样你很喜欢吗？

今天不懂怎么搞的

动不动就有种想发脾气想骂人的冲动
但我一直在控制自己
因为真的不值得发了脾气不止自己没心情
另一方也会没心情

何必我要搞到这样呢？
唯独在庙里时

我的心真的很安宁很平静很轻松很快乐
感觉很轻快

明天就要考试了我书都还没学完
我在干嘛？！

除了压力很累很烦之外
没有任何快乐在我的脑海里
心里想的除了未来还是未来
我不能再慢了
我已经迟了很多步
我不想考出烂成绩

我想要一个好成绩让家人看得起我的好成绩

但有时候我真的很累
累到什么都不想做什么都不想管
只想要在球场上快乐地打着球
只想要在泳池里快乐地游泳
只想要在沙滩上放肆地呐喊
真的真的很累

:'(

Just nothing

2011-09-17T03:33:00.009+08:00

Wooooooooooh !
Guess what time is it now ?
It's 3.33AM, nice right ? xD
HAHA.

Insomnia sucks. D;

This morning I went to school for training again.
As usual ? LOL. =3=
But my back started to pain again.
Means what ? I'm really old already. D;
While playing 5 on 5 with those younger players, I'll feel scare.
Not because of what, I scare I'll make them injured. :X
Etc like this morning, I'd make Xin Yee get injured cause of my knee. ):

I'M REALLY SORRY XIN YEE ):
Hope that your knee will be okay soon :)
And I dunno what happened to my coach ==
Suddenly get so serious while training.

WHY DON'T I SEE U GET SERIOUS BEFORE BUT NOW ?
Unfair u know. Eshhh.
Nevermind. Forget bout it. Time can't go back to one year before :X

AND ! I'm really quite unlucky today cause my phone had fall into a smelly drain.

EWWWW.
So disgusting when I get it and my phone smelled like shit.
And I used febreeze to clean it.
HAHA.
Oh my lovely phone T^T
Please come back safely and sweet-smelting tomorrow ♥

Went out with my dear friends tonight ;D
Really had a nice time girls,

LOVE YA ALL ! ♥

GTG !

Goodnight and good morning everyone ! ;D
Have a nice day :3

♥

2011-09-12T01:12:00.003+08:00

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated
Misplaced
Misunderstood
Miss knowing it's all good
It didnt slow me down.

Mistaking
Always second guessing
Underestimating
Look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head

Make them like you instead
So complicated
Look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game

It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same

Oh

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

The whole worlds scared
So I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking
Is an ice cold beer

So cool in line
And we try, try, try
But we try too hard
http://www.elyricsworld.com/fuckin'_perfect_lyrics_pink.html
And it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics
Cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans
They don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves
And we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Yeeeeaaaahhh
Oooooooh
Oh baby pretty please

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're perfect, you're perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

I know this is an old song but it means a lot to me.
I'm just feel like blogging but nothing to write, so i share my favourite song cause this song always brighten me up.
Except this song, Lighter by Bad Meets Evil ft. Bruno Mars also brighten me up. ♥
But still, Avril is still my SUPER IDOL ! =D
I dunno why but blogging always makes me feel better.

*THE END*

( LOLS ! )

Sighs.

2011-09-10T03:30:00.002+08:00

Since when I became so emotional again ?
Since when my mind is full of negative thinking ?
Since when I became just like before again ?

Sighs.

I just did my hard to change n I really did it, to changed myself become positive.
But why ? Why is it now I'm so emotional again ?
It is because of stress or what ?
I really hate myself being like that but dunno why my mind just won't stop thinking bout those negative thinking!
But I can't hate myself, I should love myself more.
What am I thinking ?
F***!

I'm lost.
I had lost my mind.
I dunno what am I thinking now and I dunno why I can't control myself sometimes.
PLEASE !
WAKE UP !
Ain;t nobody gonna rescue u except urself k ?
Please love urself more and appreciate urself.

Garrrrrgh !
Sometimes I really feel like saying,
F*** MY LIFE !

Mock Exam

2011-09-09T01:29:00.002+08:00

Mock exam -
It's going to start at this coming 19th.
Prepare ?
I'm not prepare yet.
Can the time stop ?
I know it's impossible right ?
If nw I just try my hard to study, is there's still time ?

Recently my mood is really down.
I can moody in sudden without reason.
Feel like crying while I'm alone or quite.
When think bout my future, my heart if full of fear.
Except that, there's nothing else.
I'd been despise by those ppl so long and I wanna prove them that I'm not what they think.
But I always failed. Failed to prove to them.
But I have to thanks them.
Because of them, i just got the power to make myself focus in study and basketball.

Yes. Everyone got haters, no one would be perfect. I know.
But I'm trying to be perfect.
I ain't got money, ain't got pretty face, ain't got perfect body shape.
But at least I'm trying my best to be kind to everyone.

But sometimes I'm really tired of this life.
I'm not saying everyone around me but some of u like to be insatiable.
It's hard to be a good person, but it's easy to be bad.

To myself :
Ur life are just getting better, please don't destroy it by urself agn.
Please don't hurt anyone that u love anymore, it will hurt urself too.
Do u wanna see them hurt by u agn?
It's unfair for them.
Yes. I know u been hurt deeply before but please don't take it as a revenge.
You are not that kind of person and they had change to become better.
Forget bout before and forgive them.
Give them a chance.
U love them very much, they love u very much too.
So please don't hurt the ppl u love anymore. Treat them just like before.
It'll make u suffer and they will feel it too.
Take off ur mask and show the real u to them.
Don't make urself suffer agn, please.
Appreciate urself and everyone would love u.

Where's The Light ?

2011-08-18T14:06:00.003+08:00

I never thk of u[s] will say something like that behind me.
U know how hurts it is ?
I treated u[s] as my best friend.
Ya , maybe I'm really not a good friend.
But at least I use my heart to be friend with u[s] not cause of the use of value.
I just hope that I could find a friend that is wanna be friend with me sincerely.
Even just 1 , 1 is enough for me. =')

I'm sorry for hurting u.
I really need times to think bout many things.
I'm really lost now.
I dunno where am I, I dunno where should I go on.
I just need some times, need some encouragement.
I'm 17 now but I'm still acting like a child.
I'm 17 and SPM is coming soon but I still haven't start to study yet.
Everyone is studying now, but I'm the one who only left behind and watching others stepping forward.
I don't want to be left behind, I don't want to be the latest again.
No one could tell me what I should do or where should I go.
Only me, myself could find the answer and move on.

The Earth won't be stop moving on for u, it'll still moving on.
Maybe now it's too late for me.
But it's never too late if you know how to reflect.
I have to find out the way and find out where's the light.
Hate me or not, I'm still gonna shine.
=)

In the middle of night

2011-03-04T00:43:00.003+08:00

妈，
我真的不想要每次一醒来和你放工回来时就看到你的脸色
第一句话就是骂我就算我没有做错东西也好
就连我要好好地跟你说话都不能
我一开口说话你的回应一定是骂
我之前已经跟你商量过了但你还是一样
算了不想再重复一直重复也没用你都听不进
就连我的感受你也不在乎

公公，
拜托你我忍你很久了
你现在闹到连我讲话都懒惰跟你讲连叫你都不想因为你根本不值得我尊敬
你还叫我搬出去住我会等我找到了稳定的工作一定会
你还整天讽刺我心情再好也被你弄得没心情
出去学书还要被你说的像‘鸡’那样
跟同学出也被你讲
婆婆也是整天被你骂讲她没家教
你勒？你好到哪去？
大便不冲水不帮忙扫地不帮忙洗碗不帮忙煮饭一切让脚疼得婆婆做
整天就只会吃、喝、睡、看电视、说人的三八话跟现代猪八戒没两样
整天说年轻女孩子美色鬼

我真的很想离开这个家但不是时候
但我也不想离开这个家因为这是我唯一的家
我真的很累了我现在真的很需要一个避风港来避一避
人人都说家是个避风港但为什么我感觉不到？
反而着个避风港一直在逼我出去不让我避
我真的真的很累了我真的需要时间真的需要一个避风港
真的需要一个肩膀依靠真的需要一个拥抱和爱我的心来温暖我的心

She wants to go home

2011-03-03T12:36:00.003+08:00

AVRIL LAVIGNE - NOBODY'S HOME
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

This is the song that show's my feelings .
I love Avril much cause every songs of hers show out my feelings . (:
Im still down after i woke up . Very down .
I hope there's someone who can hug me nw and say, ' It's alright , everything will be fine . You still got me right beside you , always . ' (:

can i just leave ?

2011-03-03T00:01:00.004+08:00

我需要温暖
我需要被疼爱
我需要爱
是真正的爱而不是钱
我不许要钱我只需要感受到爱
我一直渴望你们给我爱
我一直渴望得到你们的爱
但我真的不想再渴望下去了
我真的受够了
一次又一次的渴望
造成了一次又一次的失望
造成了心里的伤害越来越深

我每天出去是为了什么？
是因为我不想留在这空虚的家
我不想要一个人在家
你们却只会骂我说我花钱厉害
说我除了花钱什么都不会
还小看我不会念上college
你们是我的家人但你们却一直伤害我

别人的家人
他们会鼓励自己的孩子
会鼓励他们去做他们想做的事情
当他们的孩子失落时
会安慰孩子
但你们没有
一直要我跟我姐一样
好像如果没有跟她一样我就是废才
我是我她是她
我没有她聪明我知道
我没有她有钱我知道
但没必要看不起我到逼我今年考完试后就去新加坡做类似麦当劳的工吧？
有想过我的感受吗?
你们是我家人
对我说了这些话你们知道会是我一生中最大的伤害吗？

我要的真的不多我只希望能得到真正的爱
在我失落时能够给我安慰抱抱我让我感到温暖

It''s been 518 days =) ♥

2011-03-02T13:49:00.002+08:00

WOW !

Didn't update my blog since last year ! O:

Quite long time though . X:

I have to deleted all the old posts because i want to get a new life this year and smile everyday ! :D

Wellllll ~

Actually I dunno what to write ..

I dunno how to blog already O:

OH YA !

I'd learnt something today (:

But it's a secret cause i can't tell X:

Errmm .. I thk that's all ?

Lame right ?

Nothing special happened today YET . D;

Btw ,

I love my life now ! (: ♥

LOSER

2010-09-23T05:06:00.004+08:00

I'm losing everything ...
Lover, Friends and so on ...
='/

我的守护者
你离开了我
你说过的话
我还记在心中
你还记得吗？
就因为那一句话
我放下心中大石头
但还是
那么的害怕失去你

但现在
就算怕了也没用
因为你已经离开了 =')

眼泪不停的流
心不停的流着血感觉空空的

你说这样对我们都好
但其实只对你好
因为
我唯一的笑容你已经带走了
我不再开心的笑
发自内心的开心 =')

现在开始
我不管在哪里
都已经是一个人了
除非有你陪伴在我身边
我才不会感到一个人
感到孤单寂寞

每次看到你
我的嘴角都不知不觉地往上扬
不要怀疑
对我来说
你就是有这样的魅力

但我发现
我不值得你去爱
我不是一个好女友更不是一个好老婆
但我知道你为了我流泪时
我的心多么的痛
但又能怎样呢？
我已经没权利没资格去抱你安慰你亲你了
我只能默默的自己一个人承受那种痛苦

第一次
我到天亮都没睡觉
不是我要炫耀
而是我要你知道你的离开真的影响很大
你真的是我第一个很用心去爱的男人

但
一切都没用了
你都离开了
我注定永远都是自己一个人 =')

我承认
这场游戏我输了

6th

2010-07-06T23:04:00.006+08:00

Today . 6th of July is my day ! ;P Not because it's my birthday or what . Cause it's a special number for me . 6 , is really a special number for me . Our jersey's number , the distance of our age , and many more . xD 3 more days ! Ahkaibi , 3 more days ! Hehe ...

Aisii ar !! I miss my Ahkaibi and them so much ! ;P Hehe . Tomorrow , tomorrow , tomorrow ! Come faster ~ I wanna give the things to Yen Yen ! Dunno what's her respond . ;P Hope eu like it . :X At the end , still wan to wish eu , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! xP

I zao dian ui . Haha . Today I'm really very happy ! xD Aisi !! That Stingc makes me really paiseh ar . xD Haha . Taoooo yan ! xP Hehehe . Waka waka eh eh ~ xD

I'm really love my life now ! xD So freaking loveeeeeeeeeeee ~ I get back my friends too ! And I met many new friends ~ Hehehehe . I want this life to continue ! I want give everyone smiles everyday . I want to smile with everyone everyday , every hour , every minute ! Can't be every second cause like that will go into mental centre . xD

Ahkaibi . Eu miss me ? I miss eu so much . Eu know ? I knew eu know . And if eu leave me for another girl . Someday , eu'll regret and say ' SHIT ! Susan really love me so much ! ' . But I know no need wait til that moment . Eu know already feel it , right ? Eu told me many times too ! Love die die eu ~ Hehe . I want our realationship last forever ! ;P Hehe . Love eu til crazy . xD

Sry guys . Craps agn . Haha . But me nw reall zao dian til actually gt feel to write but happy til forget ki . xD Hehe . Have a nice dream and nice day tomorrow ! Jan , Yen , Jing Ho , Min Min , Cai Ying , Ah Yin , tomorrow can meet eu guys luu ! Wheeeeeeeeeeee ~ xD

L.D.O.U

2010-05-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

There are some ppl ...
Who are really making me very ...
*Shake head*

怎么说。。。
到处乱说我。。。
没关系。。。
冤枉我。。。
没关系。。。
没惹到还乱讲我。。。
神经病！
根本是闲吃饱没事做！
名誉被弄坏没关系。。。
我不怕！
至少我还有他。。。
至少我没做过那些事。。。
至少我这样做是有道理的。。。
你们尽管这样吧~
我无所谓。。。
反正有人支持我。。。
还不只一个。。。
恶人先告状。。。
无聊！

老天有眼！
我不怕。。。
=)

D-e-a-d

2010-03-19T14:41:00.002+08:00

Haha ...
1 month plus didn't touch my blog already ..
OMG !
Can considered as dead blog lar ..
;P
Hehe ...

Actually ...
Ntg new to write ...
Just baesong seeing my blog so dead ...
=P
Hehe ...

Oh ya !
During this holidays ...
I went to Ting's house overnight 4 days ...
Haha ...
Fun chin !
;P
We still went to Pop Wave !
This is my 3rd time go to karaoke ...
Took only few pictures ...
Hmmm ...
Baesong !
xD
Just came back last night ...
Hmm ...
Really miss the times ...
Dunno when we can like that again ...
Hmmm ...
:(
And I miss Xander too !
So cute lar him ...
:P
He's just a baby ....
Mai misunderstand ...
=X

Hmmm ...
Today is our special day !
3 months !
xD
Hehehe ...
Hope we'll have a happy day ...
Muakx !
Love you !
=P

PurpleFreako

This's the truth

2010-02-02T14:35:00.003+08:00

I knew eu want to go Taiwan very much ...
I'll let eu go ...
But actually I don't want eu to go ...
Cause not just guys are going too ...
I hope eu won't go but I won't stop eu ...
Cause eu said eu want go there ...
I can feel that ....
Eu really want to go ...
Cause eu never go to there before ...
xT

What I worry bout is got some girls will find chance and snatch eu away ..
I know ...
Eu won't change ur heart ....
But I'm still worry ...
10 days ...
It's a long time for me ...
We can't chat , can't meet , can't talk on the phone for 10 days !
Omg. it's so hard for me ...
Haish ...

10 days + Sukma ...
I'm going to worry eu like a crazy girl ...
I swear I'll drop my tears when I think about it ...
Really worry chin ...
:(

But nvm ...
Eu just go ...
Don't care bout me ...
I'll be nth ...
And ...
I'll wait eu ...
:)

Pray for won't got anything happen ...

PurpleFreako

Lousy me :X

2010-01-27T22:23:00.002+08:00

Just came back from the training ....
Training with da jie jie !
Wooots !
I think my stamina really lousy ....
Run a while then here pain ...
Run again ....
There pain ...
Lols !
I'm really lousy ...
Stamina lousy ...
I wana jog !!!
Hope my family allow me to go jog ...
xT

But I love to train with da jie jie them ....
Cause hor ...
Very song !
:P
Already long time din muscle pain liao ...
Wakakakaka ~
xD
Peace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

But hor ...
Dunno why I feel that just like da jie jie them dun like me ...
xT
I dunno why ...
Is me think too much or what ?
xT

Yeah !
Hehehehe ....
Finally ...
Got the things that I want from someone !
But not enough ...
Friday o !
xD
Haha ...
Blueks !
M.E.D.M !

Woots ...
Finally went to skul today ...
xD
Hehe ...
Today we all complained to our BC subject teacher that we whole class baesong PDG subject teacher ....
Then she kept on causelling us ...
Haha ...
Then at the end ...
Teacher said this period gave us chu qi ....
Haha ...
Then teacher still high5 with Ting Ting !
Teacher so cute lar !
Haha ....
:P

I got LOTS of homework ...
Lols !
Luckily today I go to skul ...
If nt ...
Ngaiti ..............
Homework will really like a mountain !
xD

PurpleFreako

Hate IT

2010-01-25T12:22:00.005+08:00

:(
Haish ....
I'm sick ...
I'm having headache now ...
I have sore throat ...
I'm flu ...
Even though I'd finished my medicine ....
:(
I'm scare ...
Still strawberry season !
Haish ...
Really unlucky ...
:(

I hate every Monday now !
Every monday ...
He and she have to meet !
Argh !
Bullshit !
This is the thing I most scare !
:(
I won't be smiling every Monday morning ...
:(

'Someone' sick too ...
Haish ...
Worry chin ...
Asked 'someone' go home earlier but 'someone' don't want ...
Made me feel like 'someone' wanna see THAT PPL more so don't want go home earlier ...
Haish !
I hate today ...
I hate this coming Monday ...
I hate every Monday in this year !
:(

*Usually I won't use pink in my post ...
Except if the thing that I HATE !

PurpleFreako

Stop IT

2010-01-23T07:41:00.007+08:00

Stop controlling my life can ?!
Stop forcing me to do those thing that I don't want can ?!
I hate ppl those who force me to do the things that I don't like ...
Especially ask me to wear those things to skul !
Very obvious eu know ?!
I'm not that kind of girl !
What're eu thking ?
Are eu crazy ?!
Don't force me to wear those things to skul again !

Eu gave me things to eat ...
Eu bought shirt for me ...
Eu give me everything that I needed but HAPPINESS !
Eu thought that this is enough for me ?!
I tell eu ...
EU'RE WRONG !
I rather don't want all that eu bought for me ...
The thing that I only want is a happiness family ...
Except koko ..
Eu guys never show your cares ....
Eu guys let me think that th only thing that eu guys care is only MONEY !
Lols ...
I'm tired of it ...
I asked why can't eu like others parents ?
Support their children when their children is doing what they like to do and it's good for themselves ?
Eu answered me that eu got ur own way to teach ur child ...
What do eu mean by 'ur own way' ?
'Ur own way' is to hit their and shout at their child and scold their child and does not support them to do what they like ?
What.The.Fish
No freedom at all ....
Since that day eu said this sentence ...
I'll never forget what eu said and my feeling to eu is getting more less ...
I'm getting more dislike eu ...
From now on ...
I'll save my money and move out this house when I'm 18 if I can ........

PurpleFreako

:[

2010-01-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

眼泪 ...
还是出现了 ...
我能得到我要的快乐吗 ?

Unlucky day

2010-01-19T18:09:00.004+08:00

I hate today ...
Haish ....
Today I'm really very unlucky ...
Haish ....
Many things happen in a day ...
Thought today will be a very happy day ....
But its a nightmare AGAIN ....
Haish ....

Morning , Afternoon and Evening ...
Already happened so many unhappy things ...
I dunno what will happen tonight ....
I dunno what am I going to do tonight ....
I feel wan cry out loudly now ...
But I can't ....
I have to learn to be strong ...
I have to learn how to confort self ....
Cause I scare someday I'll be alone ....
I'll din have any friends ....
My family will abandon me ....
And someone abandon will me too ...
And left only me walking on the street ....
No one will help me and be my listener ....
Just myself ....
In my world ....
I really scare this day will come ....
I don't want to be alone ...
I.HATE.ALONE :(

Now I feel like that my world is dark again ....
I'm blind again ....
I'm trying to brighten up my world but I couldn't ...
I couldn't do it myself ....
I couldn't ....
I'm trying to be a positive ppl but I can't ...
People around me always hurting me ...
Even though stay at home ...
I can't feel any warm ...
The things that I only feel is ...
Is ...
I dunno how to say ...
It makes my heart feel very cold ....
It makes my heart feel very uncomfortable ...
It makes me hard to breathe .....
Argh !
:(

I.hate.today
I.hate.this.month
I.hate.this.year
:(

PurpleFreako

What's Friend ?

2010-01-08T15:42:00.004+08:00

Many people have different thinking way about what's friends . Some of them think that friends are the 'V.I.P' ( Very Important Person ) in their life , some of them think that friends are only used for fill up their loneliness , some of them think that their friends are useful for their target .

There are some people treated their friends as their 'chess' . At the end , they have no friends . Why ? Cause all of their friends knew that they used them as the 'chess' for their target .

Except that , those who treated their friends as 'V.I.P' , they cherish every single friend , that's the reason why they get many friends and their friends likes them very much too . But not all of the friends will cherish you if you cherish them , some people will uses you , some will don't care bout you , some will just say about your bad things behind you , you'll never know it .

Everyone is looking for their own true friend , everyone hope that they could find the friends that they wanted. Actually everyone is the same , everyone hope that they could meet a friend that won't cheat them , won't lie them , could listen to them when they're mad or sad or happy and their friends will tell out their their feeling too , will try to help each other when one of them are getting into trouble and more . But there're NO PERFECT HUMAN in this world , if you found that someone is cherishing you and treat you good , PLEASE APPRECIATE THEM . It's hard to find a true friend .

Form 4's life started ...

2010-01-07T19:37:00.002+08:00

Wooots !
Form 4's life started ....
I'm in 4A1 ...
=D
And I'm very 'lucky' ...
Know why ?
Cause I'd been choose to be class monitor ...
Wth !
I don't want ....
:(

Waniu eh !
Quite miss my form 3's life lor ...
Everyday just sleep nia ....
xT

Now teacher already start talking bout SPM ...
Waniu !
Hear tiok du ciak lak ....
:(

Our BC subject's teacher quite funny ...
xD
We laughed for whole period today ...
Hahahaha !
=P

At the end ...
I'm still alone in class ...
=(
Hate it ...
Liar !
:(

Suan liao ...
I don't want ji jiao ...
:P

Woots !
Sometimes love comes around ...
And it knocks you down ...
Just get back up ....
When it knocks you down ....
Knock you down ...
xD

Argh !
S.D.O.R ~
;P
Jin jin he ar !
xD
Hehehe ...
Miss eu ~
;D

Sorry for can't reply eu ...
xT
Hope 2ml eu'll tell me everything ...
Hope 2ml eu'll tell me how are eu recently ...
Why eu'll said that no one know ur feeling ...
Sure eu get some problems ...
Cheer up !
I'll always be here and help eu ....
=)

PurpleFreako

Bored

2010-01-03T22:33:00.003+08:00

Argh !
Bored ...
Misses someone lots ...
=)

Oh gosh ....
I suppose to like a boy not a girl ...
I'm not a L !
Lols ....
If I'm ?
Lols ...
( Kidding )
If I really is ...
I dunno how my friend will see me nor ....
=(

Sure is ...
Eeeeeeee ....
Yucks !
L !
I dun wan like this nor ....
If I really is ?
I dunno what I'm gonna do lor ...
But if I really did like a girl ?
OS !
Lols ....
Shhh !
;)

PurpleFreako

讨厌 !

2010-01-02T22:30:00.002+08:00

我不懂为什么 ....
我觉得最近的我 ...
变得比以前骄傲很多 ....
我讨厌这样的我 ....
=(

我要改 !

2 days left !

2009-12-29T13:52:00.002+08:00

Wuhoo !
Bored chin chin ...
Someone help me lar !
=(

3M1D~
=D

Woots !
1/1/2010 are COMING SOON !
Yahoo !
NewYear.NewLife !
Hahs !
Hope everything will be ok next year ...
Won't be happen anything ...
Esp someone ....
Worry chin ...
Next year h** luck will be not good ...
xT
Pray =)

Aikx ...
Dunno why my heart feel quite uncomfortable ...
What happen ?
Hmmmm ...
Is it something unlucky will happen ?
Hmmmmm ......
Cheer up, Girls !
Don't be so emo lar ....
Wana get rid of this 'emo kid' nickname ?
Be cheer every time nar ~~
Jia you !
=D

Nth to write liao ...
Craps again !
Hahs ...
=S

PupleFreako

I miss ...

2009-12-28T11:36:00.003+08:00

My 1st Christmas !
And I'm the late queen ...
Lols ....
Quite not fun that day ...
Hmmm ~
But ...
I had a lot of memories on that day ...
I get a photo album for Christmas present ...
Haha ...
From Shirly ...
=P

Inside still got our G.B.T's photo ....
Hehe ...
Thanks !
I love that ...
=P

Yesterday ....
We had a friendly match ...
Against ?
INDONESIA !
Wuhoooo ~
But of cause I didn't get any marks lar ...
They're too hiong liao ...
And I'm the lousiest one in the team ...
Hahs !
xT

Nvm Susan !
Get experience mar ....
Hehehe ...
Mwakx !
=P

Ngaiti ....
Few days ago I went to cut my hair ...
Become tomboy ki !
T.T
I know it's not suitable for me ...
But bopian ...
Haha ...
Wait it longer luuuu ~
xP

Currently I'm watching '海派甜心' ...
Hahaha ....
Forget my '终极三国' ki ....
=P

Skul are going to reopen soon lor ....
=(
Can't meet someone everyday ...
Aikx ...

Hmmmmm ~
Am I gonna meet new friends ?
Lols ....
I wish I got old friends same class with me ...
Aikx ~
=(

I'm wondering who's our form teacher and who's our subject teacher ?
Who's my new classmates and who's my old classmates ?
What subject I'm going to take ?
Isit hard or easy ?
Am I going to buy tiok my BG bag ?
Am I going to improve my results ?
Am I going to improve my basketball skills ?
Are we going to win many matches next year ?
SO MANY QUESTION IN MY HEAD ~
Boom !
Haha ...
xT

I'm getting nervous ...
Ah ma told me that can't be a honeymoon mood during form 4 ...
I scare I can't chase up others nia ...
=(

Am I ?
Believe in yourself lar !
=)

For Becca, Siew Ling :
Woots !
Next year we all have to gambateh o !
=D
No matter how ....
Don't forget each others o ....
Scare that eu guys will forget abt me ...
xT
Maybe is me thk too much lar ...
I'm feeling more chut song lor ...
xT

PurpleFreako

Death

2009-12-23T11:28:00.005+08:00

Ngaiti ...
Die liao lar ....
24th of December .....
OMG !
Help me ui ....
We're going to get our result on that day lor ...
Hope my BM will pass ar !
If not ...
I won't be going to celebrate my 1ST CHRISTMAS with my besties lor ....
=(
Pray.For.It

Bored.Bored.Bored
Boredom Kills Ar !
=(
I feel so sleepy ....
Missing someone ...
Lols !
Shhh ! =)

I hope I can buy the present lor ...
My mom haven't pay me back my money eh ...
Now almost bengkrap lor ...
Ciak lak !

Currently I'm crazy about 'Party In The U.S.A' ...
Haha ....
The key so HIGH lor ....
Hmmmm ....

Hope that tonight can go to training ...
If not I'll be killing by the boredom ...
I wana kill the boredom !
Fei.Hua

but if someone accompany sure I won't bored ...
xD

Miss G.B.T ui !
Hmmmm ......
Ciak lak ....
I hate my wallet when there are no 'paper' inside lor ....
Aikx ...
Tao Yan !
=(

Sorry for the craps .
I'm too bored !

PurpleFreako

Back !

2009-12-16T22:20:00.001+08:00

DEAD AR UI MY BLOG !
Hahs ...
I stopped work ...
Lols ...
Don't Ask Why ....
=)

Yesterday they still bought me a farewell cupcake ...
Yum Yum !
Thanks Lao Ban Niang !
=D

Hmmmm ......
Nichole I Miss You !
=P

Today went to skul for basketball ...
Haha ...
Only 4 ppl in the morning ...
After Hui Tine went back ...
Left 3 of us ...
Quite 'many' lor ....
Haha ....

After lunch ....
We went to Sarawak Plaza ...
Haha ....
Guess we bought what ?
Except junk food ....
We bought pacifier and the baby's feeding bottle ....
Haha ....
Then I used the baby's feeding bottle to drinked 100 plus ...
Haha !
Miss that taste ...
Haha ....
Not just me ...
She did it too ...
Hahaha !
Then I'm still eating the pacifier when I'm playing basketball ...
Haha !
Funny chin !
now I'm still eating lor ...
Hahaha !
xD

Then someone keep on laughing bar ....
Hahaha !
=P
Lalalala ~
Zhen Shu !
=D

Byes =)

Purple Freako

Boredom )=

2009-11-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

Ngaiti ....
Jin jin he ar ...
Really bored at shop ar !
=(
Eu know ?
On weekdays ...
Only got few customer nia ...
Aikx ~
Still no dog ~
=(
But few more weeks our shop got sell dog lu !
xD
Dunno either it's true not ...
=P

OMG !
Got two Golden ...
Same name bar ...
Both of them named Nichole ..
Both of them are female ...
1 is 6 month-old ...
Another 1 is 1 year + ... ( I think ?? )
Both of them are cute nor !
xD
I love the youngest Nichole more ~
xD
Cause she's naughty as me !
Wakakakaka ~
=P

Today just saw her nia ...
Phewit !
Hehehe ...

Sunday we'll meet ?
Hope lor ...
xD
Play play play !!!!
Wheeeeeeeeeeee ~
xD

Hmmmm ....
Nth to write liao eh ?
xT
Byes ~

' Purple Freako '

Sunday

2009-11-17T11:11:00.004+08:00

Sunday ...
I went to MBKS with wifey , ah ma and Shirly ...
But Shirly went hum 1st lor ...
Aikx ...
I think I reached there haven't 2 hours ...
Then she went hum ...
Sighs ~

Then three of us ...
Continue our ' Live Basketball Match ' ....
Hahs !
Then wifey went home around 9 stg ...
Left me and ah ma ...
Aikx ...

Ah ma bullied me !
=P
Hehehe ...

Then hor ...
I knew 1 more friend ..
Farah !
She's an ex-highian ...
Age : unknown ...
She don't want tell me !
Guo fen ui ~
And then she kept on kacau me lor ....
Ngaiti ....
Ah ma also chen ji bullied me ar ...
Both lian he bar ...
Kolian me ...
=(
Hahs !

Our skul boy's team lose tiam tiam lor ...
Ngaiti ....
=.=
Nvm lar ...
In that team ...
Can say left 2 or 3 players got experience nia ...
Others din have ...
Nan mian will nervous mar ...
Hees ...
=)

Then me and ah ma watched til 10 stg ....
Just back ....
Hmmm .....
That's all for my happy Sunday gua ...
=P

♥ Wifey !
Woots ~
=D

I'm so =(

2009-11-16T21:06:00.001+08:00

Haish ..
I'm so damn moody now ...
I'm a noob ...
Noob chin chin ...
=(
Useless ...........................................
Me ...............................
Haish ................................................
=(

14th of November

2009-11-15T10:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday ...
Morning I went to Chsm No.1 for watching our skul girl's team play match ...
They won !!
Wu hoo ~
I also saw my mistake ...
Lols !
Have to correct it ...
xD

Then ...
After the match ...
Our G.B.T members ...
Are all discussing about later go Spring de thing ...
EXCEPT me ...
Lols ...
I just walk away ..
xT
I felt sad ..
But I have to work ..
Aikx ...
=(

That time ...
I felt that I was very chut song ...
Cried a bit before I went to sleep ...
I dun dare to tell anyone ...
=(

Dunno why I always felt that I'm the chut song one ...
Just except one time ...
When I'm crazy ...
Lols !
=)

Aikx ...
No matter at where ...
I'm the chut song one ...
=(
Haish ...
I hope I was there ...
But I was not ...
And they seems having a lots of fun ...
I wanna crazy with them too !
=(

WTF !

2009-11-06T20:29:00.003+08:00

Diao !
Mai CaoCibai !
MaiKuLiu !
Lu MaiCaoCibai TaMaDe !
My life eu care so much for what !!!
Eu're just my sister !
Not my mum and dad !
Diao !
Even though eu go sg work ...
GO THERE WORK ONLY !
Need like that hao lian ?!
KNS !
Ppl go college wrong mer ?!
Why so kan bu qi ?!
Diao ....
So understand mer ?!
Understand more than me ?!!!
Mumi just tell eu her xin shi ...
She didn't ask eu to help her solve probs !
Ppl's mother live til good good ...
Give eu make til fan nao lor !!
Diao eu chim chim ar !!!!
Cibai !
Eu're Fat !
Not meant that eu're the queen of this family !
EU'RE NOT THE QUEEN OF THIS FAMILY !
Eu just know how to make the prob become more bigger nia ...
Caocibai !
Eu chong ming nia mar !
So what ?!
Liao bu qi mer ?!!!!
CHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!

Miss Nichole

2009-11-05T11:34:00.002+08:00

Grrrr !
Monday I went to work ...
Nichole really went back her home lor ...
Aikx ~
Sad die ...
Now at shop really bored chin ar ....
Tuesday night Ivy still told me yesterday Tauke Nio will bring poodle go to shop ...
Where got mokkkk ~
T^T
At night just bring her dog lor ...
I can't see it ~
Grrrr ~

I miss Nichole !!!
( Miss Nichole Lee too )
Lalalala ~
I miss Yiinz !
I miss Wei Chien !
I miss Siew Ling !
I miss Becca !
I miss Shirly !
I miss Yan Ting !
I miss Hui Tine !
I miss ... ... ... !
I miss my basketball family !
=(

2nd day

2009-11-01T01:02:00.002+08:00

Phew ~
Today quite busy lor ...
Cause got MANY new arrival ...
We have to move and arrange the new arrival ....

Although it's kinda tired ...
But I felt very fun ...
Hehe ...
Know why ?
Not me bian tai ...
Cause it's better than nth to do at there ...
And stand at there ...
Right ?
xD
Hehehe ...
Then I still use the price gun to type the price ...
xD
FUN !
=P
Then Ivy got tie a jia qian on my hand ...
Know how much is it ?
RM13.80
xD
Then I joke with them ...
Said who want to buy it ? Lelong lelong ~
xD
Today really fun ....
Hehehe ...

Oh ya ...
In the morning ...
Sure my program is .............................
PLAY BKB WITH MY BKB FAMILY !
xD
But some of them didn't go today ....
xT
Nvm ...
Stil got others !
xD
Quite fun lor ...
Muahahahaha ~
But hor ...
I kinda hate myself ...
Because of my injury ....
Today I didn't play well bar ....
Kns ui ~~
xT

Btw ..............
Thanks friends !
Mmmuak ~
xP

After seen Becca's blog ....
Woooooooots !
Happy chin ar !!!!
xD
Muahahahaha ~
Yeah ~
Besties Forever !
That's what I call friends ...
Really feel very lucky to have eu guys as my friends ...
=P

Hmmmm ~
Whr's Nichole ?
Today ...
Whole day she's locked in the office ...
Cause if we put her out and walk ...
Sure that she'll kacau kacau de ...
xT
Hehe ...
And I heard tauke nio said ...
2ml her mummy will be going to bring her back ...
Aikx ~
I'll miss eu lots , Nichole ....
She's really kolian today lor ...
Locked in the room whole day ...
=(

Oh ~
And and !
I said sorry to Nichole bar ...
It's true lor ...
Hehehe ...
I treated it as my family ~
=P
Hehehe ....

.mmmwakx.

1st day

2009-10-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

Hmmm ~
Started work at Premier 101 today ....
Work at ????
PET PASSION !
Yeah ~
Hehehehe ....
Im a pet lover ....
But I can't adoptive a pet in my house ~~~
Sad die sad die ....
xT

Today was my 1st day ....
Hehehe ....
We help a woman to take care her dog and puppies ...
The puppies had just born ....
xP
Haven't open their eyes yet eh ~~~
Cute die !
=P
And their mumi ...
Name Nichole ~
It's true ....
xT

The dog active chin ar ...
Ngaiti ....
Won't tired ...
When me and Ivy ....
Oh ya ...
Ivy is another worker in the shop ...
She's friendly and pretty ~
Phewit ~~
=P
Hehe ...
Ok ok ...
Dao hui hua ti ...
When me and Ivy play with her til tired ...
She keep on kacau things ....
Ngaiti ....
Kin tio chin ar ...
Then ...
Finally ...
She fall asleep ...
=P
Hehehehe ~

Besides play with the dog ...
I still have to study about dog and which kind of ingredients ...
And the proteins that puppy, young adults and old dog should take ....
And got what kind of dogs ...
Walau ~
Study til peng ar ...
But nvm ...
Hehehe ...
Learn more about dog mar .......
=P

Quite happy today lor ...
Hehe ~
But when Ivy went home ....
I feel very bored ...
Cause no one chat with me lor ~
Aikx ...........
And plus ...
Beside our shop is the night club ar ...
Ciak lak ~
Kin tio lor ...
Hmmmmm ............
xT

That's all for today lar ...
Hehe ...
2ml I still have to work gok ...
Hmmm ~
Oh ya ...
Tauke nio gave me punya uniform is too fit and small for me lar ~~~~
I NEED L ~
=X

aikx ~

2009-10-26T21:07:00.003+08:00

Saturday night ...
We losed ...
Against Batu Kawa ...
xT
Lalalala ~
Although I get 11 points ...
But I still think that I played not so well ...
Hmmmmm ~~~~~
But I was very happy cause that's my highest record and I'm going to break it at the next competition ...
xD

When we against SM Sains ...
I got 4 marks ...
Then when against Lodge ...
I got 6 marks ...
When against Batu Kawa ...
I got 11 marks ...
Wakakakaka ~
I target to get more than 11 marks when against Gapor ...
But I'd failed ....
Still get injured ...
Can't even walk properly lor ....
Hmmmmm ~
We losed Gapor last night ...
But I knew that they fang shui lots ....
xT
But I still pia ...
Although my yao edi get injured ...
After competition ...
I can't even sit ....
I had to sit down slowly ...
Slower than grandma ...
OMG !
xT

Today getting better ....
Hmmm ~
Don't worry ...
=D
I'm tough ~
Lalalalalala ~
Hehehe ....
Hope Becca can get well soon ....
=)
I hope our team will be more and more teamwork next time ...
We're still not so good in teamwork ....
Hmmm ~

And sorry Becca ....
I didn't played well last night ...
xT
But eu played very well last night ....
=D
Good job ~
Hehehe ...

Before the night we against Gapor ...
I overnight ar Debbie's house ...
Very fun lor ...
xD
Hehehe ....
Sunday morning still followed her and her dad went to BDC's church ....
xT
She got a dog and a puppy ....
Puppy named Darlie ...
Dog named Ringo ...
Darlie is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute ar !
xD
Hehehe ....
Lalalala ~
I love puppy bar ...
Bopian ...
=P
Wakakakaka ~

I think I get more fatter than before lor ...
xT

Friday night ...
Lalalalala ~
Shhhh ~
xD

Hope my teammates who're injured ...
Will get well soon ya ....
=D
Muakx ~

Hm

2009-10-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

Lalalala ~
Nth special to write ...
But Im kinda nervous about our next match on Saturday lor ...
xS
Cause I just see the newspaper ...
Ngaiti ....
Batu Kawa won SM Sains 52 marks !
Lols ...
And then got two li hai de ppl play lor ...
Hmmm ...
My feelings tell me de lar ...
This friday feels like want to go see Batu Kawa play ...
xT
See weither who got play ...
Lalalala ~

But hor ...
Someone told me that better don't go see lor ...
Later will be more nervous if see ur enemy play before eu against them ...
xT

Lalala ~
My yao kinda pain lor ...
Hmmm ~
Lalalala ~
=X
Hope Sunita will get well soon ...
Ah ma too ...
=D
Muak ~

muah

2009-10-18T15:57:00.002+08:00

Nice ?
=3

Thanks mumi ...
=P

tagged

2009-10-17T20:42:00.006+08:00

我點到你了~幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題，貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後，自己加一個問題然後傳給十個人，可以點點過的人，被你點到的人你要去跟他說，我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔，不写幸福就會跑掉喔

1.我的大名 : 林瑞姗
2.我的生日 : 4月27
3.誰傳給你的 : 维倩 [我那可爱的妹妹]
4.說出五個好朋友 : Lynn, Siew Ling, Becca, Wei Chien and Debbie =P
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : 可爱的矮种狗 =D
6.近期開心的是 : 比赛赢了 !!!!
7.近期壓力大的是 : 下一场比赛 ... 不是说很压力啦 ... 呵呵 ...
8.未來想做什麼: 不懂eh ~
9.有沒有喜歡的人 : 你知我知，没人知
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : 当然 ! 要看是哪位 ... xT
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : 当然是我的好朋友啦 ~
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : 做中间人尽量解决，就算两方把错推在我身上我也无所谓
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : 只要跟他在一起，去哪都可以 ... xD
14.聖誕節要做啥 : 不懂 ... 很想庆祝 ... 不曾庆祝过
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : 我的朋友 <3
16.有沒有起床气 : o.0 什么东东来的 ?
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 哥哥和姐姐
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : 最近是Lady GaGa的Paparazzi
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : Rain的Love Story <3
20.喜歡什麼顏色 : 紫色 !!!!!! xD
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : 一定会 ... 如果太急 ... 就不会 ... xT
22.愛不愛我 : 爱谁 ? o.0
23.喜歡男生還是女生 : 当然男生啦 ! 废话的波 ~ xP
24.最想大聲說什麼 : 我要赢 !
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : Ngaiti ... 不敢咯 ...
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : 你讲勒 ? 谁上厕所不脱裤的 ? 白痴 ~~~
27.誰很欠打 : 我自己 ... 哈哈哈 ...
28.現在很迷什麼 : 打篮球 ~ =P
29.睡相很差 : 我能够灵魂出鞘看我自己的睡相吗 ?
30.現在的時間 : 9.06pm
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : 爱死她就有 ! xD
32.體重多少 : 应该还保留在58KG吧 .... xT
33.今天天氣 : 有下一点点雨 ...
34.你懷孕了嗎 : 神经病 ! 才几岁而已 ! =.=
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : 相待我朋友出去一起玩个够，如果还有剩就捐出去 ...
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : 跟朋友出去逛街逛个够 ! xD
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選: 不要 ... 彩虹够美料 ... 而且我最爱的颜色已经在上面了 ... =D
38.如果有一天,你喜歡的人跟你告白,你的心情如何?: 吓到 ... 问那个人眼睛有问题是吗 ? xT

【點名人物】
1. Becca
2. Yiinz Yiinz
3. Nicmummie
4. Ally
5. Gladys
6. Lesley
7. Megan
8. May Hui
9. Thessa
10. Janice

01-【４號認識６號嗎】：不认识
02-【１０號是男還是女】：女生啦
03-【８號的興趣是】：不懂 ~
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：有 ~ 还很友善 .. xD
05-【７號姓氏】：Megan Soh
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：很好 ... 哈哈哈 ...
07-【４號有人追嗎】：已经有主了 ... xT
08-【承上２號呢】：哈 ????
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：粉红色吧
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：应该是吧
11-【８號的生日是】：不懂 ... xT
12-【７號讀哪呢】：Kch High ~
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】 : 补习认识的
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】：2个月多
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：不曾
16-【你喜歡２號聊天嗎】：蛮喜欢的 =P
17-【你喜歡和３號在一嗎】：很久没看到她咯
18-【你喜歡的人有在表上嗎】：我不是同性恋 ....

Yeah !

2009-10-17T20:32:00.002+08:00

Ah huh ~
Ah huh ~
We won Lodge last night ...
YEAH !!!
Hehehe ...
But feel kinda sorry to them lor ...
Cause play til so chu ..
=X

Hehehe ...
Next Saturday we're going to vs Batu Kawa ...
o.0 !!!
Kinda scare scare ...
Hmmm ~
Dunno weither how tall is their center ...
Hmmmmm ....
But hor ...
I'm stil gonna say ........
Don't care lar ...
Play my best !
=P
Hehehe ...

Today me, Becca, Shirly and Yan Ting played basketball at skul whole day ...
Wakakakakaka ~
Actually Siew Ling are going too ...
But she didn't have transport to go back bar ....
Tao yan tao yan !
And sorry o Siew Ling ...
Morning like that talk to eu ...
xT
That time I was a bit angry ...
Hmmmm ~
Sorry ....
xT

Lalalala ~~~
Can't wait for the next match lor ...
Hehe ...
Dunno what to do in this week ...
Boreddddddddddddd ~
xT
Wana find work to do ...
But ...
What job should I find ?
Lalalala ~

BEAT EU

2009-10-15T23:20:00.003+08:00

Lalalala ~
The time is getting closer ...
2ml we're going to against LODGE ....
xT

I quite scare lor ...
Lalalala ~
Heheh ...
Cause dunno who got play the lodge skul team ...
Hmmmm ~
Who ????
=X

Aiya ~~~
Don't care lar ...
Just play my best ...
Don't same as yesterday ...
My brain kosong kosong like that ....
Blur chin while playing match ...
=X
Hehehe ...
=P

Argh !!!
Currently I fat jor ...
Tao yan tao yan !
Wanna slim down !!!
=(

Lalalala ~
I found out that I still got others ...
I'm not lonely ...
I just lonely a while ...
After that ...
Say goodbye to lonely ...
ByeBye ~~~~~~~
=D

Hehehee ...

Tomorrow.Gambeteh

,,,

2009-10-15T19:44:00.001+08:00

Thank you ...
Muak ~
=)

Sunita ...
I promised eu ...
Hees.

又有这感觉

2009-10-15T15:36:00.002+08:00

Haish ...
Why I always feel that I always been use ?
It's true or false ?
Today ...
I gastric ...
Gastric til I can't stand anymore ...
Told eu guys but eu guys seems like don't even care ....
Keep talking ...
=(

It's really hurts lor ...
Please lar ...
I got feelings too ...
Not just eu guys ...
=(

Maybe I think too much or what ...
But ...
Haish ...
Dunno how to say ...
Ask me to be bulb ...
I DON'T WANT !
=(

It's not a good feel to be a bulb ...
Aikx ~
I hate this feeling ...
Lalalalalala ~

I'm alone today =(

sorry ...

2009-10-15T14:48:00.001+08:00

Sorry I had just run out of my credit ...
So I can't reply eu ...
Sorry ...
xT

=(

2009-10-15T12:05:00.003+08:00

我又被伤害了 ...
被她们伤害了 ...
这次真得很伤 ....
也许 ....
她们不是故意的吧 ?
是吗 ?
=(

YEAH !

2009-10-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

Guess what ?
WE WINN !!!!
Oh yeah babe !
Hehehehe ....
But I played not well after 1st quarter ....
Hmmm ...
No stamina bar ....
Must jia you liao ...
=)

Next Round :
L.O.D.G.E

BOO-YEAH !

2009-10-14T12:45:00.003+08:00

Ohyeah !!!
Finally ....
PMR HAD OVER le ~~

Im very nervous now lor ...
Know why ?
Cause ......
TONIGHT !
Im going to have a competition against .....
SM SAINS !
Ngaiti ......
Haven't prepare lor ....
Lalala ~
xT

Hope that we'll win lor ~
=P
Hehehe ....

.GAMBATEH.

1 day to freedom !

2009-10-12T16:39:00.002+08:00

Lalalalala ~
2ml is our last day !
Muahahahahahahaha ~~~~
Time goes faster please ~~~
Fast go go go go go go go go go ~~~~!!!
xD
Hehehe ....

2day had math and sej ....
Sej I tembak all ...
Cause really don't understand lor ...
And also no energy to think the answer liao ....
Felt sleepy chin ...
So I finish it fast ....
Then ..... SLEEP !
xD
Hehe ...

Hmmmm ....
Wednesday ....
We are going to have a basketball competition ...
Against who ?
SM SAINS !
Lalalala ....
Will try my best to beat eu guys !
If didn't have anything happen that day ...
=P
Hehe ...
Jia you !

.All.The.Best.

wtf ?!

2009-10-11T22:19:00.001+08:00

Ngaiteh ...
Wtf ?!
After PMR also can't out ?
What kind of parents lar ....
Siao har ?!
After PMR also can't out ...
Diao diao diao diao diao !!!
Angry chin chin lor !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH !!!!!!!!!

2 day left

2009-10-11T12:33:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah babe !
2 days left then the nightmares will be over ...
=P
Hehe ...

Eu know what ?
Yesterday is my happy and trouble day ... ???
Hmmm ...
If it's true ?
How ?
Aikx .....
I really dunno what to do lor if it's true ...
=(

Hmmm ...
2ml having SEJARAH paper !!!!!
Ngaiti ...
Ciak lak luu ~~~
=(
Aikx ~
Hope I won't fail lor ...
Lalalala ~

Lai blogging a while =P

2009-10-08T16:59:00.005+08:00

OMG !
Nightmares begin ...
Lalalala ~
Left 3 days ...
Our nightmares will be END !
=P
Hehe ...

2ml going to test GEO ~
Lalalala ....
Sien ...
Scare my BM will fail lor ...
=(
Tao yan !
The BM so deep bar ...
Lalalala ~
Beh cai what's the meaning ...
Hahs !

Lalalala ~
Hope the GEO paper will be easy as last time ...
xP
Hees !

她 ..
接受了 ...
那 ...
你们会接受吗 ?
希望你们会 ...
=)

原来 ...
看不出 ...
你是这样的人 ...

The Climb by Miley Cyrus

2009-10-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

This is the song I hear currently ...
It's very nice ...
And this song make me stay strong ...
=)

im still gonna live

2009-10-02T14:19:00.001+08:00

This is what we should do ...
=)

aikx

2009-09-29T22:07:00.002+08:00

Single life had started ....
Don't ask me why again ...
Please ~
I really want to concentrate on my study now ...
Everything want to ask me about the things ...
Please wait til I test finish my PMR k ?
I don't want to think about anything now ...
I just want to STUDY ...

If eu think I'm a liar ...
I can't say what ....
( nt saying Jeffrey )

But I can say that ...
I DIDN'T HAVE ANOTHER BOYFRIEND OUTSIDE !
Don't try to say it again ...
I just will explain til today ...
But I hope .....
Won't happen anything again ....
Cause I can't handle if anything happen now ...
Please ...

Shor hair~~~

2009-05-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

THE FRONT~

THE BACK~

Nice~??

Ngaiti~~

Afta I wash my hair~

My hair vry dry n cacat~~~

T-T

Bt actualy~

I'm hapi abt my hair~

不想~!

2009-04-24T13:51:00.000+08:00

我不想变像以前那么悲伤~
我不想变像以前那么孤独~
我不想变像以前一样~
天天都会有生气或伤心的时候~
我不要!!!!!!!!

Sien~

2009-04-24T13:32:00.000+08:00

不知何时~
渐渐的~
我的嫉妒心~
慢慢浮现~
慢慢加重~
嫉妒什么呢~?
嫉妒我的朋友被抢了~
就因为这样~
我不想要的感觉~
慢慢地靠近我了~
我.........
慢慢地~
开始有一点讨厌我的朋友~

我知道我不该这么自私~
可是~
我真的....
不知道为什么我会这样子~
她们~
真的可以因为爱人而放弃我~
吗~?
我知道~
之前~
我也是这样子对待他们~
哇~~
我看~
应该是我的报应吧~
哈哈~
真可笑~

我想~
她们也应该渐渐地讨厌我了吧~
尤其是她~

最近~
我真的感觉到了~
她~
越变越离谱~
越来越重色轻友~
就连有时候~
我叫她~
她都不理~
虽然有时候~
在她和他讲话时~
我插嘴~
她也会停下来应我~
可是~
不到一下子~
他叫她~
她还没回答我的问题~
就翻回去跟他讲话~

我心情不好的时候~
连问都不问~
不管我~
不理睬我~
当做没看到似的~
可是~
当另一个她~
没心情时~
她就很担心~
很关心她~
我想~
在她心里~
我曾经是她的好朋友~

现在~
另一她~
也渐渐地~
不像以前那么关心我~
自从有了他~
有时我没心情~
趴在那里~
都不会管我~
哈哈 ~
真可笑~

现在~
我在班上~
是一个~
多余~
没人要关心我~
没人会跟我玩的女孩~
真可笑~~~~

又再一次想太多

2009-04-15T17:21:00.001+08:00

我真的是一个善良的人吗~？

我真的觉得我不是~

知道为什么吗~？

1. 我会在人家背后讲人坏话~

2. 我会讨厌人~

3. 我很小气和玩不起~

4. 我不懂得怎样去体谅或谅解人~

5. 每次很爱kek lian可是有不会~ （幼稚行为)

6. 很会哭和吃醋~

7. 有时还会很讨厌我的那两个好朋友~

8. 很没礼貌~

还有很多很多说不完的~

我不怕你们讨厌我~

因为我已经被朋友放生到习惯一个人走上走下了~

只要我的家人不讨厌我~

还有~

现在在我心里的好朋友不会很讨厌我以外~

其他人~

我根本不在乎~

虽然我不懂得怎样说甜言蜜语~

可是我说实话~

有时候~

我真的很恨你们~

因为你们有了男友~

就常常放生我~

跟你们的男友讲话、聊天、嬉闹....

渐渐的~

我又有种想转校的念头~

当时的承诺~

现在变成了谎言~

我感觉~

你们在我心里的位子~

已经渐渐的被其他人所代替了~

对不起~

我只到我在妹的心里还是蛮重要~

可是....

真的对不起~

2009-04-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

Ntg 2 say 2day~
Bt wat I wan 2 say is...

EVERYONE IS IMPROVING EXCEPT ME~

Haish....
I'm reli sad abt it...
Ply bkb 1 yr + ntg improve~
Haish~~

SIEN AR~!

Haish....
When cn improve~?
T-T

I thk da main 5 player will b Sunitah, Joline, Becca, Lesley n Megan~
I wun be counted inside~
Cuz megan reli beta den me~
xT
She's strong~
Her rebound is gd~
Her dribble is beta den me~
Haish....
Every thg in bkb I lose her~
Haish~
Reli~
Sad.....
T-T

N....
2day I reli ply til very lousy...
Although it's juz a training...
Haish....
I ply wif dos small d oledi fil nervous~
When competition I hw~?
Nt die~?
Haish.....
I'm reli useless dude~!!!!!

Yiinz ZenXun....

2009-03-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

ZenXun....
Dn sad sad le nar...
AhZhou sayang sayang....
N pls...
Dun smoke agn ner...
AhZhou reli reli reli very scr eu bcum smoke addict....
Den jiu hard 2 jie diao ler....
It's reli nt gd 4 ur health ZenXun...
Dun bcuz of him go smoke...
K~?
AhZhou c ner very heart pain ar.....
My hapi hapi de ZenXun bcum very sad n emo de ZenXun ki....
Evryday fan nao fan nao....
Everyday cry cry cry....
Cuz of him !
I reli kinda cant stand ne nar....
Reli very heart pain ar ZenXun..
Eu noe mua~?

AhZhou fil lyk gt many thgs wan tel eu....
Bt derno hw 2 say....
I derno I wan say hw many tyms dun smoke baru wil stop ar...
Aiyo....
ZenXun dun sad sad le nar...
AhZhou siok siok...
Eu stil gt AhZhou, mumi, kor kor, jie jie, honey, laopo n blas ar.....
Stil gt us ar....
So dun sad sad le nar ZenXun....
Smile Smile =)

WOOT~!!

2008-07-20T19:34:00.000+08:00

Lol~

Fun fair~

Quite fun~

Haha~

Pong Pong car~~

DAT'S DA MOST FUN~!

Gracie n her sis~

2gether wif me

~& my father n mother~

xDD

I hate my mother go~

Sien~~

So lab bin man~!!!

Lol~

Ghost house~

I tot very scary~

But~

Duh~~

UNSCARY~

Haha~~

I still scare til derno lyk wat~~

=_=

Aladdin~

Errr~~

Ok la~

1st tym sit very fun~

But da second tym~~

No feeling~

Haha~

The thgs I win~

Meaningless~

=_=

Self win self use~

Lol~

hmmm~

I tot is dos austraila de~

Lol~

Yuan lai is malaysia de~

Haha~~

Wish nex yr is Austraila de~

xDD

(I wan go wif fwen next tym! xDD)

What To Do~????!!!!

2008-07-13T13:00:00.000+08:00

Time : 1:00p.m
Place : My house
Things That Happened : She's stomache

Ngaiti~~~
Last nyt eu come my house~
Eu vomit 4th time~
Make me confused edi~
(But luckily at da nyt eu feeling better~)

Nw~
Eu stomache~~
Ngaiti~
I oso duno hw 2 help eu~
Mayb it's reli I'm da cause~
Haiz~~~
Juz nw when I saw ur msn~
Mayb ur fwens is ur cause~
Dis sentence make me haf 2 do sth~
I'm reli felt very sry 2 her~
I give her two days dat she won so hapi~
Haiz~~

I reli felt that I'm very useless~
Haiz~~~
WHAT SHOULD I DO~~???
WHO CN TEACH ME~????
Haiz~~~~
Reli very sry 2 eu my fwen~

I wish I can make eu feel better~

2008-07-11T11:04:00.000+08:00

Richard Marx - Ready To Fly Lyrics

I've been trying to open the door
To the secret of my destiny
And every new road I think is the one
Seems to lead right back to me

I've looked for a way to be wiser
A way to be strong
Now I see the answer was hiding
In me all along

Chorus:
And I'm ready to fly
Over the sun
Like a rocket to heaven
And I'm ready to soar
Right through the sky
Never dreamed I'd find something to lift me so high
I've always had wings
But I wasn't ready to fly

Restless, hopeless, and misunderstood
Like so many others I know
So busy tryin' to keep holdin' on
When I should've been letting go

I was given the gift to find it
The spirit inside me
But I never really imagined
All I could be

Chorus:
And I'm ready to fly
Over the sun
Like a rocket to heaven
And I'm ready to soar
Right through the sky
Never dreamed I'd find something to lift me so high
I've always had wings
But I wasn't ready to fly

The answer to all of my wonder

Was right in my hands
Now it's time for me to discover
All that I am

Chorus:
And I'm ready to fly
Over the sun
Like a rocket to heaven
And I'm ready to soar
Right through the sky
Never dreamed I'd find something to lift me so high
I've always had wings
But I wasn't ready to fly

I've always had wings
Now I'm finally ready to fly

I know~
This song was very long ago de~
But~
It's very meaningful to me~
xDD

hehe~ CHANGE~!

2008-07-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

LONG TYM DIN RYT BLOG LU~~~
Miss my blog damn much~
XD

Now I see dos I ryt in my blog b4~
I thk dat I'm stupid~
LOL~

Why I gt such a -ve thking~?
Haha~
NW~!
I'm nt b4 de Susan ler~~
I'm Wint3r~
(boring ryt~? lol~)
I'm nw a all time cheerful gal~
I'm nw nt a damn childish gal~
I'm nt dat small gas anymore~
XD

I'm a BIG GIRL nw~
(thk so~ XD)

I'm trying 2 chg~
So cn give me some advise abt wat should i chg~?
ATTENTION~!!
I'm nt bcoz of any1 so i chg~
I'm bcoz of myself~!

SIEN~!!!

2008-06-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

I'll MISS YOU GUYS FOREVER~!!!!

ISH~!!!
I dun wan go be 2 skul~~~~
I dun wan see those bokasi teacher d face~!!!
GRRRR~!!!!
I hate DEM~!!!!
Y skul holiday so faz over~?
T.T
SIEN LAR~!!!!
I DUN WAN GO BEK 2 SKUL~!!!!

Ain't NO Hell YA

有个角落 很黑暗

Just nothing

♥

Sighs.

Mock Exam

Where's The Light ?

In the middle of night

She wants to go home

can i just leave ?

It''s been 518 days =) ♥

LOSER

6th

L.D.O.U

D-e-a-d

This's the truth

Lousy me :X

Hate IT

Stop IT

:[

Unlucky day

What's Friend ?

Form 4's life started ...

Bored

讨厌 !

2 days left !

I miss ...

Death

Back !

Boredom )=

Sunday

I'm so =(

14th of November

WTF !

Miss Nichole

2nd day

1st day

aikx ~

Hm

muah

tagged

Yeah !

BEAT EU

,,,

又有这感觉

sorry ...

=(

YEAH !

BOO-YEAH !

1 day to freedom !

wtf ?!

2 day left

Lai blogging a while =P

The Climb by Miley Cyrus

im still gonna live

aikx

Shor hair~~~

不想~!

Sien~

又再一次想太多

Yiinz ZenXun....

WOOT~!!

What To Do~????!!!!

hehe~ CHANGE~!

SIEN~!!!

有个角落很黑暗